Mar 1, 2009

Lost CIRCUMSTANCES

I went through what ppl would call drama last night...."baby father" drama to be exact......I feel like I must have done some real bad things to deserve this type of karma....I feel really heart broken because the end out come was me loosing someone that is new to my life...but in the short time made a deep impact on me.....But the way the story goes is that EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON....and I must keep focused and remember that....I just wish things didn't have to go down the way it did yesterday......I thought I'd post the lyrics/video to a song my sisterine played for me last night on the ride back home, I really feel the words..............




"Lions, Tigers & Bears"

I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears
But I'm scared of (loving you)
I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair
But I'm scared of (loving you)
Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task?
Why it don't last? Is that too much to ask?
Why do we love Love,
When Love seems to hate us?

Sorry if I sound so filled with gloom.
You say you care, and I know you do...
But this is from my experience
And my conclusion only makes sense.
Just cause I love you, and you love me
It doesn't mean that we're meant to be.
I can climb mountains, swim cross the seas
But the most frightening thing is you and me.

Most circumstances, I know my fate
But in this love thang, I don't get the game.
Why does it feel like those who give in,
They only wind up losing a friend.
Just cause I love you and you love me,
It doesn't mean that we'll ever be.
Fly cross the ocean, sing for the queen
But the most frightening thing is you and me.


I'm sure though I'm not sure
But if we never try, We'll never know
It's better to have loved then not to loved at all.
Not trying is worse than to stumble and fall
And if we do, I'd rather it be with you
Cause at least there will be sweet memories.
Oh I'm not scared...




As much as I believe in keeping a positive thought process....it's hard for me more than ever to trust a man....whether its there words, actions or intentions...I really don't understand or know what's real anymore....I just hope I don't feel like this forever......

LOVE

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