NOBODY Baby...

Sorry for the lack of posts...School is kickin my @ss right now...Plus my weekends have been jam packed with social events...Hopefully after my daughters birthday weekend this Fri/Sat/Sun...it will calm down for me...What other kid do u know that has 3 Birthday Parties...smh! lol ah well she only turns the Magic number 3 once! Anyway I came across Goapele's rendition of "Nothing Compares to you" I heart that song from when Prince came out with it and then Sineado killin it...but Goapele you did you thang girl! I'm a dedicate this to my Family...My Princess NAIYARAH & My daughter's Father, KURT...


I'm a hit ya'll up with the LIVE version as well...Damn I love this girls voice...I can't wait to see her in concert one day!



Bless!

Growing TOGETHER...

You know I'm gettin' older and wiser when I am actually considering the whole getting married stuff......I mean I've been a anti-marriage chick for a like as long as I can remember....but when I say anti-marriage I mean that whole government paper certificate bullsh*t....But as I've grown older I've been really down for the whole ceremony spiritual union type stuff...Mind you my wedding will not be the typical wedding...I want  to be married by a Master Teacher in Egypt....with African drums playing and the Master Teacher and hopefully My King and Myself saying our vows in Metu Neter.........and I don't want nothing fancy...just simple and traditional...displaying our beliefs and love....celebrating with our family and true friends........aaaaaaaah maybe one day who knows!?!?!

Awwww RZA and his Wife are so cute....She's pretty...and I guess it was time for him to settle down since he getting older...........but where was Ghost, Meth, Raek, Gza, Masta, Cappa & God???? lol I was looking forward to seeing them......shieeeeeeeeeeeet!

Bless!

MYSTICAL encounters...

I posted this song a few months ago and here's the video for it...but before ya'll watch this I just wanted to talk about this whole issue of men...Now I'm only going off of my experience and my surroundings...and I do agree that a female must carry herself with self respect and self love in order to attract real love...but I also believe it goes both ways...As much as it may seem feminine to behave like this...and men usually get props for bad behaviour....there needs to be a songs addressing the lack of appreciation for females and the lack of self love when it comes to men......

In the present time I only know 3 couples that are good examples of working relationships...aka LOVE...One being my parents who ran off and eloped after only knowing each other for a few months.....They've had there ups and downs like any relationship...but through out the years they've figured out there role in the relationship and utilized patience and understanding....they also do many things together (dancing, cottage, dinner etc.) and mind you they've been married for about 30 yrs now...the other two example in my life are dear friends of mine...Both the men and the women I personally am friends with and they are young couples...you know 20's & 30's....and I swear I have learned so much from just observing how they interact with each other...and I send nuff positive vibrations through there way.........

One thing I noticed is that each person in the 3 couples I mentioned have one thing in common which is they all possess abundunce of virtuous qualities....These ppl if aware and intuned with nature & the Most High you will be able to see it from even the first time meeting them....and that is where the balance comes in......

I can go on and on...but in simple terms...I've realized that one must be disciplined, balanced and possess love within themself in order for anything outward themselves to work.......

Peep this track "Faster" by Slum Village...smh at the twist at the end...

Blessings!

NATURAL Way...

Big Up all the Sisterines who LOVE THY SELF, HEAL THY SELF & KNOW THY SELF....That puts there Daughters & Sons first and Raise them to be Warriors...To the Mothers who live by example, from when they read/research/gain the truth they start living according to it...who provides the healthiest meals (vegan) for themselves and there children...for the Women who are not clouded by the material world and Overstands that there own Natural Hair, Skin & GOD Given Beauty is Good Enough for the World...and doesn't not hide behind weave, make up, fake eye lashes, coloured contacts, breast implants etc...For the women who say "NO" and trust there natural God Given instincts when a man is pushing up on them...knowing that they are worth more....Staying, preserving and cherishing there body and not giving into the images pushing ppl towards being overally sexual...BIG UP MY FELLOW WARRIOR SISTERS!!!

I have worn my own hair, no make up all my life...I have had no problem attracting the opposite sex...I have been called "Fat" because of the weight gained through the most beautiful natural experience in the world, child birth (by a female who lacks love of self)....I still RISE UP and forgive, love and live.....GIVE THANKS TO OUR DIVINE CREATOR...become one with NATURE.....

HOTEP!

HOLDING Firm...

Me & My Beautiful Sisterine NICOLE (right) back in the day...the good ol' days...peep my matching, matching...wow! oh well still cute! lol....

Bless!

My ANGEL...

Just wanted to say it was 6 years ago that my Grandfather passed away...Today MARCH 10th would have been his 89th Birthday...I just want him to know that I miss him very much and it still feels like only yesterday that he was with us, talking and laughing...I wish you were alive to meet my daughter and my King but I know you are in paradise....I LOVE YOU!!!


FELIX THOMAS - My Grandfather & Also My Angel...



Blessings!

BEAUTIFUL Essence...

BLESSED EARTH STRONG NIYA!!!

I have to do a post on my Sisterine NIYA...Not only is this girl extremely talented...she is Amazingly Beautiful inside and out...We may not have known each other for a long time..but I definitely know we gonna know each other for a long time........so get used to my Aquarius ass...lol Love you girl...you deserve the best and nothing less........I'm sorry I won't be able to make it to you Earth Day celebrations but I know your gonna LIVE IT UP!!!! xoxoxo

I have to also mention that she is One of the BEST Jewellery designers that I personally have ever seen...Her stuff is real earthy, glamourous, exotic, innovative and just simply BEAUTIFUL!!!

You can buy her stuff at...
(click on the names to go to the link)

http://www.missniya.com/
http://www.missniya.etsy.com/
http://www.freshbakedgoods.com/
http://www.redcarpetroom.com/
myspace.com/niyamelodie

I will post up pics of MISS NIYA's ACCESSORIES in a future post...
SUPPORT HOMEGROWN...



This is for you Niya...You kinda remind me of Badu & I believe she's a pisces too......xo



BLESSINGS!

COMPLEX Desire...

When your a little girl you have these visions of what your life would be like...It's so easy when your young to put aside reality and focus on just dreaming...But as you get older you grasp a hold of reality and you suddenly realize that there has to be a balance of both...I'm in a state of confusion when it comes to certain factors that have been put in front of me right now...but one thing I know for sure is that OUR DIVINE CREATOR Never Fails Us...I will continue to Reflect, Rejoice & Give Thanks...and participate in the ONENESS of LIFE...LOVE!!!

"Don't Worry Baby! I know there's Confusion...GOD's Gonna See Us Through YEAH!...PEACE OUT TO REVOLUTION!!!"



PEACE

MUSHY Stuff...

Alright I don't buy into all that Valentines Bullshit...but I know most of ya'll do...so I'm a give ya'll some Hiphop "LOVE" joints, cuz ya know R&B would be waaaaaaaaay to mushy...lol But yeah these are some tracks that I listened to when I was a teenager...ya know when I was diggin' somebody or falling in love......



LITTLE BROTHER - "STEP IT UP"
"You can still do thangs to show you ain't on no dumb shit, take her to a gallery a museum or some shit.."

(I was chillin' with my homie & he was playin this mix of hiphop love type joints...and I totally forgot about this track. We all met somebody that just makes us a better person...and esp. for ya'll dudes thats a big thing, when a girl makes you get on point and forget ya player days!)




MYSTIC - "NEPTUNES JEWELS"
"It's more than your lips on the nap of my neck, or your hands on my breast, with your leg on my thigh, or the look in your eyes when you slide inside, it's the way you make me wanna live instead of die..."

(This track right here sums up when I first fell in love...We were definitely drawn to each other on some magnetic gravitational force type shit...aaaah! Those were the days!)




PHAROAHE MONCH - "THE LIGHT"
"She could serve me pain all night and I could tolerate, I'm her horizon right, but in the night though, Night glow type shit and I know you can see the light..."

(I just love this track...to me it's a classic and Pharoahe just has this way of putting words together...simply DOPE!)




DEAD PREZ - "MIND SEX"
"When you show me your mind, it makes me wanna show you mines, Reflecting my Light, when it Shines, just taking our time..."

(Ok so if this ain't your all time fav Hiphop Love Joint...U Crazy! This song explains the true foundation of REAL LOVE...Physical Attraction at first, but the Mental, Spiritual, Emotional Connection comes before the Love Making...REMEMBER THIS...If you actually want a true relationship!)




TUPAC - "THUG IN ME"
"Only got f--ked by a drug dealer, never felt the passion of a thug n-gga"

(Alright this is a track to smash to, if you in love or not...LMAO, I remember this dude tried to play me this track back in the day, just cuz I love Pac...didn't work...but maybe for some other broads...either way it's a good song...I also wanna mention "RATHER BE YOUR N.I.G.G.A." & "CAN YOU GET AWAY" by Pac)

I have so many more but Ok this is the Last Track...



BLACK STARR - BEAUTIFUL (Remix) ft.MARY J.
"Suitable to be part of the Cosmos! With my eyes closed I see you clearly combine lifetimes with like minds your love light shine.."

(The way Talib & Mos describe shit is exactly the way I would..it's the essence they talking about not the surface stuff...Just Realness!)


COMPLEX RELEASED THERE TOP 25 HIPHOP LOVE SONGS...I disagree with some of 'em but it's all good...Peep It Here COMPLEX HIPHOP LOVE SONGS


p.s. To all my sisters..I know V-day gets ya'll amped but don't settle....it's ok to be by yourself, that's the best time for growth, knowledge of self, self love..and all that good stuff! It is gained when you are single...get on the prepapration tip...don't look...love will find you!

PEACE & LOVE

"I'm Starting to fall in LOVE with You All Over Again...LIFE IS GOOD!"

EARTH DAY...

Yes! Yes! Ya'll It's My Birthday bitcheeeeeeez! lol I'm gonna be partying tonite while helping raise funds for Haiti...plus I'm on that V.I.P. Limo/booth/bottle shieeeeet tomorrow night..and with the family having game night on Sun.............I always say I don't care about my b'day..but I end up doing a bunch of shit..lol..ah well ya only young once!

GIVE THANKS FOR ALL OF MY BLESSINGS FROM BIRTH!!!


(I can't believe this pic was taken 4 yrs ago...& YES! I wore red nail polish and mad braclets and big shades before all you bitcheeeezzzzzzz claimin fashion...lmao!)

Live it Up!

Peace

AFRIKA MUST WAKE UP...

This is about the homeland that ALL OF US COME FROM...

"AFRIKA must WAKE UP! The Sleeping SONS of JACOB...What tomorrow may bring, May a BETTER day Come, Yesterday We Working..instead you tell the young ones WHO ARE WE TODAY! DISTANT RELATIVES!!!"


The BLACK OASIS, Ancient AFRIKA the SACRED/AWAKEN! the Sleeping Giants,SCIENCE,ART is YOUR CREATION/I wish that we can visit early KEMET, The History is Too Complex and Rigid plus the Western Critics/They want the whole subject diminished! But AFRIKA's the ORIGIN of ALL THE WORLDS RELIGONS!that praise riches that carried us over, the battle fronts on too many soldiers that passed way before us!!!


Can we all PRAY, each in his OWN WAY, TEACHING & LEARNING and WE CAN WORK IT OUT! we love a warm bed, we love some warm bread, shelter from the storm dread and we can work it out...MOTHER NATURE Feeds All...if from the undrought, ain't no selfish in ways not to share us out...what's a TREE Without ROOT...LION Without JUDAH!!!

Who are we today, there's no disease as Aids/We need that all to fade, WE CANNOT BE AFRAID!/So Who Are We Today? We ARE THE MORNING AFTER, The Nations Youth, This Nation Captured!/Our Dying Storm is the final chapter/the Ancestrial Indians built pyamids,FIRST Immigrants/KINGS,SON & DAUGHTER From NILE WATERS/The FIRST ARCHITECT, FIRST PHILOSIPHERS, FIRST PHROPHETS & THE DOCTORS WAS US! TRUST!!!

the TRUTH...

Love!

UPLIFTment...

P.E.A.C.E.

ROSE that GREW from the CONCRETE...

I'm sitting here shedding tears while watching CNN...I truly hate that my main source of information has resorted to coming form CNN...a biased, unreliable source...but at this point I just want to get any information about Haiti...to see if these ppl are getting proper care...........

But ofcourse time and time again...I keep seeing news reports (alot reminiscent of Hurricane Katrina) where these reporters talk mostly about the bad sh*t people are doing...not taking a second to think HELLO MAYBE PEOPLE ARE LOOTING OR CUTTING AHEAD IN LINE, STEALING, ACTING AGGRESIVELY BECAUSE THEY ARE DESPERATE?????????
They act like the people of Haiti are supposed to just be civil and act like shit is just fine..............I'm not saying what some of the ppl maybe doing are right....but I think judgements are not needed in a case where everything...including food,water,clothing,shelter...the basics are taken away from you...................

IT IS SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST....give the damn people are break..........haven't this country suffered enough......fucking reporters gotta go put them down even more........it really sickens me.....I know the powers at hand KNOW the POWER that BLACK MELINATED PEOPLE HAVE...and Don't want to see the GODS PREVAIL...but fuck...give it a break............WE ARE HUMANS...let's UNITE for Once!

I'm sorry I'm cussing and rambling on.....my essence, my core, is being a humanitarian...it's the profession I chose...being a child/youth worker...it's what I've wanted to do since I was a little girl......so this kinda shit really gets me going......

I have never related to a country more than HAITI...because just like the country I've been misunderstood all my life...people take alot of my traits in the wrong way...instead of looking at the core, or understand where i'm coming from....this is how Haiti is precieved right now...idiots want to say this is there karma, they do voodoo and worship the devil etc. etc......I think it's bullshit...this is a country that is one of the poorest countries in the world.....and what do you think happens when ppl are living in desparate situations? they behave desperate...it is human nature............so don't blame the people...blame the situation...and if you have to blame people BLAME THE FUCKING U.S. GOVERNMENT THAT STILL DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT BLACK PPL......EVEN WITH A BLACK PRESIDENT...............

I HOPE THE NON BELIEVERS OF ILLUMINATI AND THINKS THIS SHIT IS ALL JUST CONSPIRICY THEORIES WAKE THE FUCK UP NOW......CUZ WE IN A MOTHERFUCKING WAR.....

I apologize for the profanity.....I'm emotional right now...I can't stand injustice............

I swear fuck a vacation this yr...I'm a save money to give towards rebuilding Haiti.......

This is a video by ARCADE FIRE...Filmed in HAITI...Tell me this not a BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY...WITH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.............





PEACE

LIFE I WONDER, Could It take me under...

"All that we are is the result of what we have thought. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him." --BUDDAH

Since almost eveyone gets in the mind frame to change around this time...whether it is physical, spiritual or emotional being...I thought this quote was a perfect start to the motivation...I was reasoning with my sisterines the other day...and we were discussing things from what we need to do to change as far as what we eat because of all of this processed, steroid filled foods...to becoming closer to the MOST HIGH, to getting over personal feeling towards past relationships, friends etc.......and I just came to the conclusion that not only is life about seeking balance...but the core...the middle ground that holds the body & soul together is the mind....What I mean by this is...say you want to stop eating meat or junk food....what is the ultimate ruler of the action if achieved....your MIND...if you want to get over a past lover...it is your mind that seeks other things and over comes it......So i said to my sisterines we need to cultivate our mind and build it's strength and discipline in order to gain the rest........it is the mind that the evil doe'rs seek to control because of it's valuable state of rule over the entire being..............Even spirituality is gained through the mind because the mind instills the seed in order to discipline and stay on the path of righteousness.......the mind is what controls everything...the mind gives you the knowledge and the mind sheds the wisdom........So this new year....let us all start with a positive attitude.....even when the world seems to be rough....and getting rougher......there will be ZION....and when it comes you will be ready..........

BLESSED LOVE TO EACH & EVERY BEING!!!

XOXOXOXOXO

My ANTHEM 'till I Reach ZION...

I'm at the borderline of my faith,
I'm at the hinterland of my devotion
In the frontline of this battle of mine
But I'm still alive

I'm a soldier of love.
Every day and night
I'm soldier of love
All the days of my life

I've been torn up inside (oh!)
I've been left behind (oh!)
So I ride
I have the will to survive

In the wild wild west,
Trying my hardest
Doing my best
To stay alive

I am love's soldier!


(LYRICS FROM SADE - "SOLIDER OF LOVE")

WORDS To LIVE By...

A to ZEN of LIFE!!!

A - Avoid negative sources, people & places
B - Believe in yourself!
C - Consider things from every angle
D - Don't give up & don't give in
E - Everything you looking for lies beneath the mask you wear
F - Family & Friends are hidden treasures, seek them & enjoy their riches
G - Give more than you planned to
H - Hang on to your dreams
I - If oppurtunity doesn't knock, build a door
J - Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it
K - Keep trying no matter how hard it seems
L - Love Yourself
M - Make It Happen
N - Never Lie, Steal or Cheat
O - Open your arms to change but don't let go of your values
P - Practice makes perfect
Q - Quality not quantity in anything you do
R - Remember silence is sometimes the best answer
S - Stop Procrastinating
T - Take control of your own destiny
U - Understand yourself in order to better understand others
V - Visualize it
W - When you lose, don't loose the lesson
X - Xcellence in all your efforts
Y - You are unique nothing can replace you
Z - Zero in on your target and go for it!


LOVE & HAPPINESS!

The ANSWER???

I'm taking ya'll back to '95...I was about 11 years old and all I thought about was basketball or music...Now basketball to me wasn't just the NBA...I'm was hooked on NCAA...and I remember in 1995 when I first layed eyes on ALLEN EZAIL IVERSON (lol yes I know his middle name). I used to tell all the boys watch out for this dude cuz when he come to the NBA he gonna be killer (mind you he was only at Georgetown for 2 seasons)...A few agreed, but most didn't even care...cuz they didn't even watch NCAA...but that was my thang...picking future star players in the NBA from the NCAA teams...

IVERSON...I don't know he stuck...I know ya'll would think it's cuz he's good looking...and no doubt I honestly haven't been physcially attracted to a man that much...I mean ever...He just fit everything I liked...and mostly he had a swag! But it wasn't even that...dude was ill...crossovers, playing like he 7 feet tall when he only a 6'0 point guard...He even set the trend with that tats and braids...Eeerbody started doing that shieet after A.I. came in the game...anyway everybody around me knew I loved this dude...from my walls being covered with his posters...to even my elementry school year book stating my nickname was "Mrs.IVERSON"...lol

So yeah peep the dudes stats before I get to my point...

1993 - Led his highschool football team to state championship
1995 - Recruited by Georgetown
- Won 2 Big East Defensive Players of the year awards
- Led the Hoya's in all time leader in career scoring average 23.0
- Gold Medal at the Wolrd University Games

1996 - First overall pick by philly 76ers
1997 - NBA Rookie of the year
2001 - NBA Most Valuable Player
2000 - 2009 -10x NBA All Star
- 4x NBA Scoring Champion 1999, 2001, 2002, 2005
- 3x NBA first team 1999, 2001, 2005
- 3x All NBA Second Team 2000, 2002, 2003
- All NBA 3rd Team 2006
- NBA All Rookie Team 1996
- 2x NBA All Star MVP 2001 & 2005
- NCCA Big East Rookie of the Year (1995)

And a bunch of other scoring titles and assist titles...

So why is IVERSON a free agen in 2009? Why is New York still contemplating on signing him? Why don't nobody want him? Is it beacause he's old? Is it because of Injuries?


(I bought like 3 copies of this mag so I can post em on my wall, binder and locker lol)

I never thought he was going to turn out like Penny or Grant.....damn it really breaks my heart man....If anyone has a answer for me on this it would be great.....
In the mean time enjoy some Iverson Candy!









PEACE

NUBIANS Are UNIVERSAL pt.1

During my meditations the universe has led me to believe that there are some who think that NUBIAN only refers to black people...Well if you think that, you have been misinformed...NUBIAN is each and every person of colour, whether your Black, Spanish, Indian or Asian...



Since my blood line comes from INDIA & PORTUGAL I am going to focus on the Afrikan presence in INDIA...(Part 2 will be on Asia/Orient)



This man is a PUJA...which is a elder from the OSHO tribe...Watch his locks and his dark skin...


A Panya woman from South India


Kanikar tribal man in Sri Lanka


A Siddi Girl from India





INDIA'S EARLIEST CIVILIZATION

In Greater India, more than a thousand years before the foundations of Greece and Rome, proud and industrious Black men and women known as Dravidians erected a powerful civilization. We are referring here to the Indus Valley civilization- -India's earliest high-culture, with major cities spread out along the course of the Indus River. The Indus Valley civilization was at its height from about 2200 B.C.E. to 1700 B.C.E. This phase of its history is called the Harappan, the name being derived from Harappa, one of the earliest known Indus Valley cities.

In 1922, about 350 miles northeast of Harappa, another large Indus city, Mohenjo-daro (the Mound of the Dead) was identified. Mohenjo-daro and Harappa were apparently the chief administrative centers of the Indus Valley complex, and since their identification, several additional cities, including Chanhu-daro, Kalibangan, Quetta and Lothal have been excavated.

The Indus cities possessed multiple level houses enhanced by sophisticated wells, drainage systems and bathrooms with flushing toilets. A recognized scholar on the Indus Valley civilization, Dr. Walter Fairservis, states that the "Harappans cultivated cotton and perhaps rice, domesticated the chicken and may have invented the game of chess and one of the two great early sources of nonmuscle power: the windmill."

The decline and fall of the Indus Valley civilization has been linked to several factors, the most important of which were the increasingly frequent incursions of the White people known in history as Aryans--violent Indo-European tribes initially from central Eurasia and later Iran. Indeed, the name Iran means the "land of the Aryan."



Whats left of the Indus Valley Civilization...

I have a whole lot more information on this and I will put them up in future blogs.....I must say if you are a believer that it all started in Afrika then you cannot deny your brothers and sisters that also stem from that very beginning...A part of Afrika was called upper and lower Nubia where the word stems from...

I hope I have enlighted and shed wisdom!

Blessings & ONE Love